| Life sucks in general. but at night.. at night it's the worst.
when you're in the dark quiet vulnerable lonliness we call night;
when you feel your heart ripped out and chopped to pieces;
when the truth, carefully hidden till now, takes off its clothes and stands naked, and ugly, before you;
when the darkness lets you finally see... see that there is no one to kiss away your tears, hold your hand, and promise to be there, always;
when your feelings climb out of the grave you dug for them, crawl through your veins, and enter your heart, your tears, your restless soul;
when the pain chases away the calm serenity, permanent smile, and common distractions that defined you during the day. they set with the sun. and all you're left with is the hope that maybe, just maybe, tomorrow will be better, the sun will come out, you will see him again.
Yup.. i wrote that awhile ago. when i was more depressed. now im just into poetry haha. makes me much less articulate :) but no im not depressed now. i have decided to be happy :) i am. hehe vid just called me. mmmmmmmm. hehe anyway my dear darling friends, thats that. just wanted to say im good. nothing to worry about. totally fine. heh. in fact, i plan on going out tomorrow night and partyyyyying. not very hard core of course. but enough. hehe.
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